Borderline!
Within relationships there are lines. Invisible lines but none the less they can trip you up all the same.
I find myself with a whole host of emotions running through my mind. My brain cells working overtime in a massive effort to not fuck things up. However this seems inevitable as I usually make a mess of things and therefore expect it almost.
If someone is not always open with how they feel, it is hard to be sentimental yourself. Fear that one's feelings may mean more than the other, overrides all emotion and locks it into a box at the back of your mind.
How do you know when to open the box? Should it ever be opened?
I will never know the answers to my questions, in a mission to do the right thing, I am too scared to take things by the horns and take control.
My biggest fear is rejection, that caring too much is my demise. I know I need to follow, rather than take the lead, but it's so hard.
Angie x x
I find myself with a whole host of emotions running through my mind. My brain cells working overtime in a massive effort to not fuck things up. However this seems inevitable as I usually make a mess of things and therefore expect it almost.
If someone is not always open with how they feel, it is hard to be sentimental yourself. Fear that one's feelings may mean more than the other, overrides all emotion and locks it into a box at the back of your mind.
How do you know when to open the box? Should it ever be opened?
I will never know the answers to my questions, in a mission to do the right thing, I am too scared to take things by the horns and take control.
My biggest fear is rejection, that caring too much is my demise. I know I need to follow, rather than take the lead, but it's so hard.
Angie x x