Overwhelmed!
Well what a weekend, it's been fun to say the least!
Friday spent the day with Kayll and Ian. We chatted, watched a DVD *Bottom live* and had a giggle before going to visit Nicho. He has got a 650CC Quad Bike and it's mint. It was well funny to see kayll giggling like a 5 year old after driving round a field on it, coming back covered in mud. He looked like he had chicken pox with all the mud on his face.
Then I dropped Kayll and Ian off and headed home to get some well needed sleep.
Then woke up late on Saturday and went for dinner with Lora. We had a great chat about men and other irritations in life. It was nice to feel the way our friendship used to do. I even got a balloon penguin off the entertainer guy, complete with step by step tutorial on how to make my own haha. Everywhere I go someone random speaks to me or gives me something! It's always happened to me !
Then I was dropped off at Toyah's to spend the evening with Toyah, Ian and her family and neighbours. I have not laughed so much in a long time. I have been so relaxed with the people there, all of them lovely and friendly. I was completely at ease. It was a pleasure spending time there!
Woke up Sunday feeling more chilled out, enjoyed a laugh and some BBQ food. A friend called me in distress, so I left without giving notice to anyone. I feel so ignorant for not saying goodbye. I will have to apologise next time I see Toyah or her family. I always like to show my appreciation but I did not get chance. Sorry!!!
As for the friend, they needed a chat and a friendly face. Hopefully the advice offered was constructive and helpful. I seem to have managed to put a smile on their face anyway, so hopefully I did some good. It amazes me that people apologise for needing support, is seems ludicrous to feel apologetic for needing a friend, surely that's what friends are for.
However I must admit I find myself apologising when in the same scenario. Why do we feel guilty when we need help? Friends theoretically are there for the good and the bad times regardless. True friends are always highlighted in times of need. Therefore should our friends not thank us, do we not make them feel needed? Do they not feel better about themselves for helping a friend in need? Then why apologise?! This is what a world with too many lies hanging around leads to . .
I feel like there is more I could write, more to express. Unfortunately there are many uncertain factors in the remainder of my thoughts. Once processed I will be able to write about them. For now there remains unwritten words within my mind, they shall lay dormant until some point in the future. For I need all to become clear before I can understand, let alone describe whats going on in my mind.
Remember:
- Life offers only one chance, live your life, don't watch it pass you by.
- People's opinions can only affect you, if you take the comments in.
- Follow your heart, your head will follow *kicking and screaming* liberate your mind.
- True friends are visable not only in the light, but also in times of darkness.
Angie x x