Relaxed !
Today I feel relaxed and calm with the world.
I had a great day yesterday thanks to Carl and Becky. Watched comedians, films and laughed a lot.
Looking forward to going out tonight, I figured as I will be on a crutch and hobbling around that maybe I needed an outfit to outweight the dissability. I have spent the morning taking apart my bunny suit. I have now got a black corsett, black pants with a bunny tail, cuffs, bow tie and ears hehe.
My only fear is that there may be people out tonight who are less than happy with me. While I hold no anger towards them anymore I cannot say the same for them. I was not going to go out as I would hate to ruin Moo and Mikey's birthday night out. I feel that any issues with people can wait till another day.
I can only hope that everyone concerned feels the same way. If people do not like me and cannot stand to be around me then thats fine, I just don't want it to affect the evening.
Getting giddy now, only 2 hours till I am going to start getting ready, then I will sit and wait impatiently for my lift to arrive.
The worst part of going out for a girl is being ready and not being able to be on your way to the destination. The slowest part of my day today will be waiting. But hopefully tonight will be worth the wait. After all it will be my first real night out since before the accident!
Angie x x