Trafford Centre Shopping !
I went to trafford on Friday with Surzy and Kayll and we had such a scream. Our favourite shop was Ann Summers and Disney. I bought a new tigger and a few little bits and pieces.
We found a brilliant outfit in Ann Summers that Kayll absolutely loved so I went back on Saturday with Briggsy and Angela to buy it.
Outfit
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Love spelt backwards is "evol" is that another way of sayin that its evil and its completely wrong?
Well after these past 6weeks I think i know what true love is! Love is caring for friends and family, its not wrong! True love on the other hand is full of mixed emotions... jealousy, guilt, sadness, lust, pleasure and happiness.... all of these emotions is what ive experienced when Ive been with Angela!
Since the 1st day I met her, I did not have a single doubt, she was amazing... she made me laugh, she made me smile, she has everything i look for in a girl.... and she still does! one nite we was close and personal... the kissing was jus perfect... she has the most amazing lips, so nice and soft, I cud jus kiss them every minute of every hour of every day! We started to talk and the nicest thing she said to me was "I think i've fallen for you!" my heart jus sunk with a shock of happiness and relief... because I had felt the same!
Within a matter of days.. she made me believe in true love, we been out probably every single nite and had great fun, met her friends who r very nice people and had a laugh with! that all went on for a few weeks... Then she had her car crash! now this is when guilt and sadness comes into it! On sunday evening i was constantly callin and callin her phone but no answer... i knew something was wrong but i didnt know wat! a couple of hours went by and Lora called me to tell me that she had been in a car accident..... I dropped one... after i got off the phone to her i cried my eyes out.... i didnt know wat had happened and didnt know how badly her injuries were! The worst bit was that i cud not go and visit her because i do not drive, i was unable to get down.... I couldnt get in touch with Phil and my dad jus didnt know chester at all
I still feel guilty about that nite and i wish i cud turn back time so that i cud b there for her... perhaps things wud have turned out better! Since the accident it has been hard on the both of us, I cud not get down when she needed me the most, we had fallen out about it and we argued for the 1st time.... it is my fault i dont drive and i hate myself for it! I never wanted to admit it but my friends probably arnt my friends afterall... Phil my best friend wud not bring me down or take a diversion to see her and i never asked him why! my dad will only bring me down when it suits him... and i am always willing to get a taxi down, i really dont care how much it costs... i'll always get it back.. i have a job! i try to make her happy, i get down the best i can... i go down and stay over on my days off... but all i do is fuss over her and make sure she's ok... but i know that she can cope, the things ive seen her do.... i know she'll heal quicker than expected... I want to b there for her when she heals and when she needs someone to talk to, we got the same ideas about wat house we want and the way we want it!
GOD DAMMIT.... I WANT TO MARRY THIS WOMAN!!!
But only jus recently she has had doubts and we have continued not to be together anymore... this really upsets me and there is nothin i can to make things better...... my love for her is so strong... I want to kiss her and make love to her so badly... I will do nothin to hurt this woman and i will do my best to be her friend.. but i know it will b hard.... I jus want her to know that I am always here for her and i will never forget our love... it was something so special and it was fantastic while it lasted!
if she gives me another chance.. I will b there for her whenever she needs me.. no matter wat! i will b more spontenious which i am... i jus aint showed it yet... and as for mental stimulation... i need to get warmed up first! ;) But Angela... YOU R AMAZING, you r one in a million and im glad i found you, You might not want to hear it but I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOUR R MY EVERYTHING... YOU REALLY DO COMPLETE ME, YOU MADE ME BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE AND LOVE AT 1ST SIGHT
Take care of yourself Angela and all of you guys look after her... she is someone special!
Lewis
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