Head Over Heels !
I am smiling so much my face hurts, I feel so in love I think my heart will burst, I am thinking of him so much there is no room for any other thoughts.
I lost faith in true love for a while, but I have found it. He makes me feel like the only person on earth, when he looks into my eyes he touches my soul. I feel refreshed and alive. I was heartbroke when I left him this morning, I felt like I left part of me behind. All I can think of is seeing him again.
Last Night
As Lora said in her Journal, he is perfect for me. We went for a meal in Trafford last night, the food was awful but the company magical. We went and did some shopping and he bought me 2 Tiggers. For anyone who knows me they know how much this means to me.
We left Trafford and went to Angelas to see her and Lora. He managed to cope with us in girly night mode for hours. He cuddled me and listened to our insane feminine ramblings with a smile on his face. Most guys would have a ehart attack being dumped in that situation but he thanked me this morning for such a good night *grins again*.
For Angela and Lora to like him, that means so much to me. Lora has always been able to see through my partners and often tells me when I am with someone she does not think is good enough. Although this used to upset me, I realise now how right she always is. Having my friends blessing means so much and it just makes things more perfect.
Eyes
When he looks at me my heart flips, and my stomach goes crazy. I feel like I have stepped into a film, finally I have found my knight in shining armour. I just cant stop smiling.
I am probably making people feel sick right now LOL. I just hope with all my heart that this feeling lasts forever. My life would be so perfect if I could pause these moments in time and play them over and over again.
I only hope my friends find the same thing, I see them looking for something to complete them, but in all the wrong places. To avoid the fact that they haven't found the right person they say they are not ready for a relationship. I cannot think of anyone that either of them know that I think is good enough for them. Regardless of their own opinions. So if I could have three wishes they would be:
1. For me and Lew to always be together and as happy as we are now.
2. For Lora to find her true love and realise that current and ex b/friends are far from good enough for her. Angels need special people to care for them, not just average guys.
3. For Angela to meet someone as nutty and zany as her, someone to compliment her stunning personality, but most of all someone who knows what they want from her.
Angie x x