stay
*so don't go away
say what you'll say
say that you'll stay
forever and a day
in the time of my life
cause i need more time
yes i need more time....*
right before you say goodbye to someone, you can never hold on to them long enough, and i feel afraid. i'm very excited to go to college, meet my roomates, decorate my dorm, classes, boston, etc. yet i don't want to be away from steve. that whole part of me is scared as hell, because i won't be only 15 minutes away from the person i need the most. both of us have promised not to talk about or get sad over college until we have to leave, which is only three weeks. the summer just flew by and i feel like time gets stolen for us. this is probably the only thing that will be hard when going to college, i mean my family is forever, but steve is not guaranteed to be forever. but no matter what, i really think we'll be okay. these past 9 months have been incredible, why the hell would i give that up? and i honestly don't give a fuck about what anyone says about how relationships don't last through college, blah blah blah, cause that's bullshit. i know how we feel about each other, and just cause i'm meeting a ton of new people at college doesn't mean i'm looking for a new boyfriend. that part of my life is perfect, there is no need for change. and when we do see each other on the weekend, our time together will be awesome. i know i can't predict the future, but whatever happens, i know that i love you baby so much and there is nothing i wouldn't do for you. and although we are an hour apart, i'll always be here whenever you need me, i'm always with you in your heart and you in mine. i'm gonna miss you so much and i love you, somethings will never change.
with all my heart,
Rachel
say what you'll say
say that you'll stay
forever and a day
in the time of my life
cause i need more time
yes i need more time....*
right before you say goodbye to someone, you can never hold on to them long enough, and i feel afraid. i'm very excited to go to college, meet my roomates, decorate my dorm, classes, boston, etc. yet i don't want to be away from steve. that whole part of me is scared as hell, because i won't be only 15 minutes away from the person i need the most. both of us have promised not to talk about or get sad over college until we have to leave, which is only three weeks. the summer just flew by and i feel like time gets stolen for us. this is probably the only thing that will be hard when going to college, i mean my family is forever, but steve is not guaranteed to be forever. but no matter what, i really think we'll be okay. these past 9 months have been incredible, why the hell would i give that up? and i honestly don't give a fuck about what anyone says about how relationships don't last through college, blah blah blah, cause that's bullshit. i know how we feel about each other, and just cause i'm meeting a ton of new people at college doesn't mean i'm looking for a new boyfriend. that part of my life is perfect, there is no need for change. and when we do see each other on the weekend, our time together will be awesome. i know i can't predict the future, but whatever happens, i know that i love you baby so much and there is nothing i wouldn't do for you. and although we are an hour apart, i'll always be here whenever you need me, i'm always with you in your heart and you in mine. i'm gonna miss you so much and i love you, somethings will never change.
with all my heart,
Rachel