Aug 09, 2005 17:16
well I had said "bleh" to livejournal and made everything in the past private. I said I was done with it because it's annoying, and plus, myspace is better (obviously). But some people were upset about me not making updates anymore. And I guess in the end these online journals are not so much for me but for the people in my life who enjoy reading them. But I don't like my journal. So I made everything in the past go away. I didn't like having all that stuff out in the open for anyone to read because I hate the past, so the past is now mine to see and only mine. And throughout most of my past I was still finding who I really was and therefore wasn't acting like me because I was being too influenced by the assholes in my life.
So with that, on to the present. This summer has been interesting to say the least. It's been incredibly busy and I have been out of town quite a lot. I've made a huge dent in my senior project (knitting). I have 17.5 hours of time so I think that's pretty damn good. I also have another 11.5 hours to come really soon (as in the first weekend after school starts). The only thing is that I haven't done much summer reading. I haven't even finished one book yet, so I figured I would get to work on that. Everything has been hard to balance though. There really isn't enough time in a day and I would give anything to freeze time so I could continue to work, what with my knitting (I'm trying to knit in bulk so I can make some money off it) and my senior project hours, and having to do summer reading, and cross country, and hanging out with my perfectly wonderful Rob (which I'm totally happy with... no more second guessing whether I want to commit or not)... and now (drum roll please) I have a job. It's my first real job aside from working with my mother (which I don't really count). Sean went out of town so I have taken over his work at "Let's Get Cooking", which is this wine shop/small restaurant in Hiawassee. I'm a waitress there and it is murder on my legs because of cross country too. I have to be on my feet from 10:30 til 3:30ish everyday, and then go run with Carney or on my own depending what day it is. It's quite horrible though.
I got back from Florida on Saturday. That was fun because I got to take Katelyn and Jessie with me so we had a blast. It was cloudy/rainy the whole time though. I have all these people I talk to telling me I must have an "awesome tan" now, but no, I don't... not even a little brown. Not like I want to be tan anyways... I'd rather not die early and be wrinkly by the age of 30. I'll preserve myself by continuing with my paleness.
But I guess I better go draw a bath so I can read The Alchemist in the tub, so that's all I have to say.
~Sally~