this.. sucks
ok seriously, why... why do i let something so STUPID antagonzie me and disinigrate my self esteem down to NOTHING. why? i mean, i make my own choices, with my own free will... so when i regret something, why do i tear my self apart? everything happens for a reason. Just let it go. honestly, every day is UP and DOWN. i'm happy... then all of a
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*sigh*
It doesn't get any easier. Does it hurt to know that, because I now it hurt me. Your friends will leave you, but if they really leave you, then they're not your friends. Look at you and I. I still haven't left you, not really, because I love you far too much and you'll always be a part of my life. You know you're welcome in my college life anytime you can make the time to be here. If you think about it, I did this year what you have to do next year : let go of everyone you love so much so that you can live your life and they can live theirs.
I know you probably think is was horrible being without us, but you don't need us and you've demonstrated it. You are strong enough to live and BE HAPPY without the support of anyone. Though of course it's not wrong to love people and ask for their help, but this is your chance to shine.
I love you, you are always going to be special and important and talented to me. And I'm always going to be proud of you and the fine human being you've become from that Barbie that I met Junior year. You've come a long way from standing in Randi's shadow. Don't doubt yourself, love, not if you can help it. And try to be happy, because life is not worth sweating the small stuff, no matter how big the pile seems to grow with little things.
I love you, always, and remember, my phone is always on. Oh and one more thing ... at least you have Disney to look foward to !
all my love,
Big Sister
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