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[starlet1243]

ok so exams.. start tues. i can't believe it. half of my high-school career is OVER. :) woo hoo. but anyways... tues.- new testament. all i have to do is memeorize 8 tests... and 17 essays... . wed.- health- common sense. memorize the tests. thurs.-biology. memoirze tests. fri.- geomtery.. look over old quizzes, and spanish- know the outline. the end. not too bad, but still, stress will be stress. GOSH. i dont know. do you ever get in these moods where you don't want to be around people? i dont know if this is normal. haha. i feel like i'm pushing people away, not on purpose though. i just don't want to be around anyone. OK, so, now on to show choir tryouts. hahaha... what a complete a) joke, b)embarresment, and c) waste of my time. first of all, let me say that im sick, ive been sick for over a week now. my thorat is scratchy.. i have a sinus cold.. so do the math. i can't sing at the moment, not saying i could ever sing WELL or anything, but yeah. so first they teach us a song. it was really pretty and all, but my voice is kind of weak, and i couldnt hit the high notes or anything. plus i was really nervous. so we all have to go learn the dance. first i SUCKED at the dance, and i couldnt remember it, but then by the time we had to DANCE IN FRONT OF EVERYONE ALONE, i actually knew the dance, and didnt forget the steps like a lot of people did, so that part went ok. BUT FOR THE SINGING... ok so we go into the room. brian and pode were like, ok instead of the song we taught, youre gonna sing Amazing Grace. so i was like im sick, fyi.. yadda yadda. then they were like ok. so we start out, i start too high, and im sick, so i cant sing that note so im like .. brian can we start over im sorry. could u possibly give me a starting note? so he did. and i was like im sorry, so then i sang it, and it was obvious i was sick and nervous, so idk. i mean i sang it through, but i couldnt hit some of the notes due to my scratchy throat, and the rest was kinda like, wow shes sick, sounding. so then we had to repeat some notes he gave us, i think i did that part right. so we'll see. ..hahahaha... yeah, we'll see alright, how about we WONT SEE my name on the list. HAHAHAH oh good one. but yeah, idk. :( hmm. perhaps im being over-dramatic, perhaps im not. who really knows. and then omg, so mrs. cusmano was all like "whos thinking of trying out for color guard?" and almost everyone raised their hand. and jen leija was like "or whos already in it?" and she was like EVERYONE HAS TO TRY OUT. huuuuuuuuh? i thought it was pretty much implied that if u were in it once, youre in it again. HAHAH yeah, ok. all i know is 38723897498 people are trying out. and i better make it. haha.

well, so much for studying relgion tonight. sjakldjaks.
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