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hmm, bad day
i dont know how i should feel...
i hate crying
not that i cry that often
but sometimes i do
so now im really tired but i have so much homework to do
and theres some problems that are going to be hard to get over
but i guess thats part of life.. learning to deal with obstacles...
and all i can do is suck it up even tho it makes me sad
but i really dont have a reason to be sad..
ap test is next friday... i havent started studying, oh well..?
prom is tomorrow.. pretty excited, krystens doing my hair and i love her for that
idk
i dont feel like myself lately
its like i can feel myself changing and growing up and moving on, but i dont know what to do about it
im sick of people thinking they can walk all over me
and im sick of people being bitches
but i love my friends
more than anything
i dont want the seniors to graduate
i cant wait for color guard to start again
i miss geroge m
lately ive been hating school
i just want to sleep
spring break was fun though
school is almost over
i casnt wait for summer, but at the same time i wish it wouldnt come
im going to china over summer.. i hope i dont miss too many graduation parties
sometimes i like change, but right now i dont too much
i feel like ive grown up a lot since last year
i also feel like people dont understand me sometimes
but others do.. like jen and john
i just dont know what im trying to say
i feel like being by myself i guess, but at the same time i need company
i guess i just wish some certain people would go away sometimes
and get overthemselves
i hate being put in predicaments , when you dont know the right or wrong answer
i hate that im busy this weekend and i dont have much time to study for ap
idk...
life, is life. and its weird to realize things and to see how the year has changed.
and its weird not knowing what to expect next.
i almost feel like i want to take everyhting and just start over
like get rid of all my pictures and just start new.
maybe that doesnt make sense but idk
i can see things changing, yet at the same time i feel like i need a change. idk
oh well...
such is life.
i dont know how i should feel...
i hate crying
not that i cry that often
but sometimes i do
so now im really tired but i have so much homework to do
and theres some problems that are going to be hard to get over
but i guess thats part of life.. learning to deal with obstacles...
and all i can do is suck it up even tho it makes me sad
but i really dont have a reason to be sad..
ap test is next friday... i havent started studying, oh well..?
prom is tomorrow.. pretty excited, krystens doing my hair and i love her for that
idk
i dont feel like myself lately
its like i can feel myself changing and growing up and moving on, but i dont know what to do about it
im sick of people thinking they can walk all over me
and im sick of people being bitches
but i love my friends
more than anything
i dont want the seniors to graduate
i cant wait for color guard to start again
i miss geroge m
lately ive been hating school
i just want to sleep
spring break was fun though
school is almost over
i casnt wait for summer, but at the same time i wish it wouldnt come
im going to china over summer.. i hope i dont miss too many graduation parties
sometimes i like change, but right now i dont too much
i feel like ive grown up a lot since last year
i also feel like people dont understand me sometimes
but others do.. like jen and john
i just dont know what im trying to say
i feel like being by myself i guess, but at the same time i need company
i guess i just wish some certain people would go away sometimes
and get overthemselves
i hate being put in predicaments , when you dont know the right or wrong answer
i hate that im busy this weekend and i dont have much time to study for ap
idk...
life, is life. and its weird to realize things and to see how the year has changed.
and its weird not knowing what to expect next.
i almost feel like i want to take everyhting and just start over
like get rid of all my pictures and just start new.
maybe that doesnt make sense but idk
i can see things changing, yet at the same time i feel like i need a change. idk
oh well...
such is life.