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ohhh my goodness.
summer hasn't quite been the fun factory I had hoped it would be.
I'm not working that much, so my days are filled with little domestic tasks and laying by the pool and thinking.
I haven't spent ANY time with the people i had made plans with and its frustrating. Thank you for choosing to either do nothing or spend time with someone else when i try to hang out with you. i'm not going to reach out to you when i either dont get a response or get blown off time and time again.
if i seem upset its because i am. I have tried very hard to be a good friend and spend time with my friends and withe the exception of me having to work, i set everything aside to spend time with them. unfortunately, the same courtesy isn't shared.
I am thankful everyday that I'm not feeling this sadness alone. Thank goodness pierre is there and is someone who i can truly confide in and who understands how i am feeling. i mean fuck, his friends have been far kinder to me than my own. I talk to them more now than people i've known for years and its sad.
I suppose it was bound to happen. .. and while i'm upset about losing out on people i really cared for, im glad it happened now.
at least this time its not me who is burning the bridges...
bleh.
on a far happier note, august 1st will be pierre and i's first year together! and what a happy little year it has been. a trip to st. simons and savannah this weekend is in the works and i am ecstatic to get out of this concrete jungle and dive head first into the salty sea!
im happy to have such a good relationship with him. We aren't one of those terrible angry couples that seem to get off on arguing all the time, yet we aren't one of those sickly sweet couples. we are happy doing small little things like flying kites and playing frisbee or just getting drunk! hah!
i am ever so grateful to have stumbled upon such a precious little gem. hahaha.
well enough of that. i have to go run some errands.
<3
summer hasn't quite been the fun factory I had hoped it would be.
I'm not working that much, so my days are filled with little domestic tasks and laying by the pool and thinking.
I haven't spent ANY time with the people i had made plans with and its frustrating. Thank you for choosing to either do nothing or spend time with someone else when i try to hang out with you. i'm not going to reach out to you when i either dont get a response or get blown off time and time again.
if i seem upset its because i am. I have tried very hard to be a good friend and spend time with my friends and withe the exception of me having to work, i set everything aside to spend time with them. unfortunately, the same courtesy isn't shared.
I am thankful everyday that I'm not feeling this sadness alone. Thank goodness pierre is there and is someone who i can truly confide in and who understands how i am feeling. i mean fuck, his friends have been far kinder to me than my own. I talk to them more now than people i've known for years and its sad.
I suppose it was bound to happen. .. and while i'm upset about losing out on people i really cared for, im glad it happened now.
at least this time its not me who is burning the bridges...
bleh.
on a far happier note, august 1st will be pierre and i's first year together! and what a happy little year it has been. a trip to st. simons and savannah this weekend is in the works and i am ecstatic to get out of this concrete jungle and dive head first into the salty sea!
im happy to have such a good relationship with him. We aren't one of those terrible angry couples that seem to get off on arguing all the time, yet we aren't one of those sickly sweet couples. we are happy doing small little things like flying kites and playing frisbee or just getting drunk! hah!
i am ever so grateful to have stumbled upon such a precious little gem. hahaha.
well enough of that. i have to go run some errands.
<3