i think im going to make sergio a shirt that says that.
im in the midst of losing my voice (permanently im sure) so i have that phone sex operator thing going on. im thinking that has something to do with practically every conversation i've had today.
things get weird sometimes. and there's those silent awkward moments where its like 'wait. are they actually serious? if so... im game.'
whatever.
georgeous made me pick up an earlier shift with bribery. i had to go buy a new ac power adapter since this laptop fucking eats them. he told me its good that i have no laptop power, i can't watch any screech porn. i told him i couldn't live without it.
byyyy the way. none of you have seen my little fish. here's a photo.
i call him little fish sometimes because in chinese his last name means fish. and hes chinese so... yeah.
mostly i call him georgeous.
we're bffs.
which is weird to people because i get "oh mannn he likes youuu!' or something like it a lot. i shrug and say of course. he's only my soulmate.
the only person ive ever met who had already heard "show me yo bootyhole" before i let them listen to it.
so whatever. today was a lot of work, but i made enough money to go get my tag and pay any fines if i need to. :/
i've decided on quite a few new years resolutions. im going to write them down in my paper journal to remember. they're all very attainable, given i stop being so lazy.
i have a lot of ambition, but im just so fucking lazy.
i can sit and dream all day, but in the end, i just wasted a day dreaming.
theres actually a great deal on my mind right now, but really nothing i care to air out all over the internet. hah. so in my little orange journal it goes.
also. im feeling very creative. i was reading this story i started what? 3 years ago? yeah. its pretty good granted i got distracted in some parts and lost sight of what i wanted to say and gave up.
i want to finish it but i dont feel the way i did then. i sat around all day and night listening to appleseed cast and typing like mad. sometimes, i miss feeling that strongly about something.
im so chill now its like 'eh. whatev.'
thats another resolution.
im going to put forth more of an effort this year. im going to try to do a lot more. im not going to let as much slide by unnoticed.
*sigh*
gross. i just saw screech on tv.
ugh.
fucking candy cock rings.
yuck.
anyway. 80s night plans are being made. hopefully georgeous can go. otherwise it'll just be me and amy rocking out to journey again.
with our adoring audience of lol. just carl and sergio. aww yeah.
i love you kids. <3