bitterness .
i have been in one of the most awful moods this past week.
i am bitter about everything...well almost everything.
in a way i feel spoiled and bratty because i just want to scream out and ask
why isnt everything going my way?! i know i can't the world but shit can i have atleast
one good day?! ugh, i really just need to get out of this place and thats that.
my job absolutely stresses me out and pisses me off and knowing i live in oklahoma
makes me more mad.
annemarie is getting out. my best friend is leaving to move to Florida.
shes going to Jacksonville. we were going to go together but i wont be able to get out
until about 4 months after her so shell be living with her guy in pensacola until i get back home.
im looking forward to it but i dunno if i wanna just stay in pensacola or not. who knows. its a while
from now.
lets see... lastest news. my beta fish, Napoleon, was suicidal. i spent one weekend away in Dallas
and had my guy's brother watch him. so i get back and my fish's tank is nasty and smells. im like
uh what the hell happend?! ( ps- i cleaned the tank before i left too ! ) anyways, i bring Napoleon back
to my room and when i was going to put in his new clean tank he jumps into the sink ! no he JUMPED!
he was stuck between the drain and i tried to get him and when i saw him fall down the drain i just screamed. then teared up for oh about 15 minutes. i couldnt believe it ! but i left the faucet going so
he could swim down the pipes into a lake somwhere... all of you sush. dont say it wouldnt work, dont
bust my bubble. hes in a lake somewhere. but the next day, annemarie surprised me with a new , blue and red beta. he is named, Uncle Rico. other exciting news, my leave got approved for May 24-31... finally. and James leaves from Iraq to Kuwait on the 27th of March and will be home by April 1st ! i am so excited to see him : ) he called today and yesterday and talked for awhile since his mission got cancelled. its so good to hear from him and to hear that hes just as happy to be home ! he busts his ass and he really really needs a break.
time to go cook some food !
xoxox
i am bitter about everything...well almost everything.
in a way i feel spoiled and bratty because i just want to scream out and ask
why isnt everything going my way?! i know i can't the world but shit can i have atleast
one good day?! ugh, i really just need to get out of this place and thats that.
my job absolutely stresses me out and pisses me off and knowing i live in oklahoma
makes me more mad.
annemarie is getting out. my best friend is leaving to move to Florida.
shes going to Jacksonville. we were going to go together but i wont be able to get out
until about 4 months after her so shell be living with her guy in pensacola until i get back home.
im looking forward to it but i dunno if i wanna just stay in pensacola or not. who knows. its a while
from now.
lets see... lastest news. my beta fish, Napoleon, was suicidal. i spent one weekend away in Dallas
and had my guy's brother watch him. so i get back and my fish's tank is nasty and smells. im like
uh what the hell happend?! ( ps- i cleaned the tank before i left too ! ) anyways, i bring Napoleon back
to my room and when i was going to put in his new clean tank he jumps into the sink ! no he JUMPED!
he was stuck between the drain and i tried to get him and when i saw him fall down the drain i just screamed. then teared up for oh about 15 minutes. i couldnt believe it ! but i left the faucet going so
he could swim down the pipes into a lake somwhere... all of you sush. dont say it wouldnt work, dont
bust my bubble. hes in a lake somewhere. but the next day, annemarie surprised me with a new , blue and red beta. he is named, Uncle Rico. other exciting news, my leave got approved for May 24-31... finally. and James leaves from Iraq to Kuwait on the 27th of March and will be home by April 1st ! i am so excited to see him : ) he called today and yesterday and talked for awhile since his mission got cancelled. its so good to hear from him and to hear that hes just as happy to be home ! he busts his ass and he really really needs a break.
time to go cook some food !
xoxox