20
it feels funny being 20. it just SOUNDS old to me. i'm not sure why, but it makes me nervous. who wants to be old? i don't haha. and it just makes me think about how college is half over (way sad) and that real life is that much closer (way scary) and i just like being a kid haha. i enjoy things how they are and the level of responsibility i have. i don't want to have to worry about making rent and car payments and going to work/school every day and how i'm going to get there, and how the economy is doing... any of those things. i'm enjoying how things are. so i'm just not going to think about being old.
i feel silly, too, for thinking 20 is old and feeling like it's such a bad thing that i'm growing up. obviously, i've been doing it my whole life haha
i feel silly, too, for thinking 20 is old and feeling like it's such a bad thing that i'm growing up. obviously, i've been doing it my whole life haha