Everything just seems so pointless...
I don't want to be in this body anymore. I don't want to be a slave to these thoughts anymore. I'm sick of the dead weight mind that I carry on my shoulders day in and day out. I can't do anything anymore. I can't be the person I want to be. I can't be the friend I want to be, and that just hurts me so much. But, how am I supposed to help others when I can't even help myself? I just don't know what I'm saying anymore. My life just feels like it's falling apart more and more every single fucking day. Save me, damn you. Why don't you fucking save me?
I don't care. Nothing matters anymore.
I don't care. Nothing matters anymore.