"These are changing times..."
Well, I'm not mad at Matt anymore, and he's not "the world's biggest asshole". He's just....I don't know. I don't think I quite understand his way of thinking anymore, and that makes me sad.
I feel so empty. So...depressed. The medicine isn't working. This is the second one that hasn't worked, and I go to see my doctor next week. They are going to increase how much I take. I know it. Then I'm going to be even more of a zombie. God. I'm not going to fucking graduate in the class of 2005 anymore. I know it. There is no way I can bring my grades up in all my classes anymore. I just can't do it anymore. I just CAN'T.
I can't do anything. My life feels like it's slowly ending more and more each day. I've never felt this horrible before. Never. There's nothing I can do about it. It's just done with.
I feel so broken.
-Melanie
I feel so empty. So...depressed. The medicine isn't working. This is the second one that hasn't worked, and I go to see my doctor next week. They are going to increase how much I take. I know it. Then I'm going to be even more of a zombie. God. I'm not going to fucking graduate in the class of 2005 anymore. I know it. There is no way I can bring my grades up in all my classes anymore. I just can't do it anymore. I just CAN'T.
I can't do anything. My life feels like it's slowly ending more and more each day. I've never felt this horrible before. Never. There's nothing I can do about it. It's just done with.
I feel so broken.
-Melanie