My Luck
Do you ever feel like you are the most unlucky person every? Like everything you want just slips out of your hand. Or u really believe something will happen and then bam that hope is gone? Some times I feel like the world is working against me. Some times I think I am working against myself. I Have motivation problems. I guess admitting you have a problem is the first step. I really want to move after I get my BA. I think I can do this, it will be great. Then I think you need a job, a place to live, you don't really know any one, do you really think you can do this? It may be a little ways off but maybe if I start planing and looking in to stuff now it could actually happen. Then there is the whole dread of having to tell the family. Not fun, but if I have a plan it may be better. I don't know, some times I feel it will never happen. I just feel that the place I am at is not where I am meant to be. Any one understand? I just don't feel like this is where I want to spend the rest of my life. Anyway I just needed to get that out there some where. Like if I say it and send it adrift in cyber space it will all be okay. Let it go. Thanks for reading if anyone is reading.
Jen
Jen