Nov 09, 2005 22:47
i brok up with cris. the relation ship was going down hill. & b/c of an incident im now branded as an adulterer. the thing is this particular person has done nothing but please me. treated me as an equal. treats me like i matter. he says im perfect the way i am. he dosent have a car he gets paid significantly less so its no for money or transport. it all breaks down to he treats me better. he dosent correct me all the time. he dosent think of me as a lesser being. he dosent think i need to change or mature. he likes me for me for who i am. yes i should have told cris about this b4 it happend but, im sorry human nature. i was scared & un shure of what to do so i wated till i thought of some thing to do. yes it was wrong yes im sorry for destroying some ones trust in me but whats done is done & im reddy for the consequences. time heals all wounds & im sorry to thoughs ive hurt but it will take time till things feel right agian. agian im sorry thats all i can say is im sorry. i cant change what ive done. thoughs who truly know & kair for me will understand thoughts who done will probly just leave me a nasty comment. so agian im sorry.
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