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i'm dying.
soooooooooo sick!
someone kill me!
he who shall not be named called me yesterday. as soon as i answered, he started screaming at me. there's something about me that you have to understand in order to understand my reaction fully.
i'm really big on respect.
i can hate the shit out of you for who you are, and still get along with you and hang out with you so long as you are respectful of me.
i also place high importance on first-hand information.
if you hear something about me, or that i said something about you, etc... and you don't come and face me to ask me about it before getting all pissy and jumping to conclusions, then i'm just going to be less likely to talk to you.
anyone who knows me in any way knows those things about me.
so why the fuck would you call and start yelling at me as soon as i pick up?
i'm likely just to say 'fuck you, douche bag' and hang up.
and subsequently not answer your calls.
ever again.
but i did listen to his little 'pity me, because everyone's out to get me' tirade.
the conversation went something like this:
him: what the fuck is this i hear about you not wanting me around last night!? i thought you wanted to be friends! i was just trying to clear the air of all this drama!
me: it wasn't about you, (name), i was just wierded out by the situation.
him: why is it that i've done nothing to anyone, but in this past week everyone i know has fucked me over?! i'm over you! i was just trying to hang out with you and him! instead, mitch came and got stirling and left me here all alone!
me: no one's trying to hang a dark fucking cloud over your head! no one's out to get you! put yourself in my shoes! if i talked to you and told you that i was in love with you and we officially called it quits, and then called a few hours later to ask you and your girlfriend to come hang out and drink with me, you'd think that was wierd, wouldn't you?!
him: i'd think it was wierd, but it wouldn't bother me. and why aren't you guys talking to mark?! he's about to cry because you won't talk to him!
me: look, if you want to call me and be an immature douche bag and yell at me, then i'm just not going to answer your phone calls anymore. like i said, it wasn't about you, it was about the situation. i'm sick, and i have to get back to work. call me to hang out sometime if you want or whatever.
something like that. the actual conversation was a lot longer, but not due to omitted content. it went on for about fifteen minutes with him telling me over and over again that everyone is stabbing him in the back, and that he has no idea why he ever felt for me anymore, and me trying to convince him that i'm not trying to steal all of his friends away.
i don't even know why i bother.
i'm going to hang out with him, but if it's not drama-free, fuck it. i don't need any more bullshit in my life.
survey, stolen from for_get_my_name
(x) ever smoked marijuana
(x) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) crashed a friend's car
(x) stolen a car
(_) been to Japan
(x) played mailbox baseball
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) kicked someone's ass
(x) snuck out of your parent's house
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from your job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) celebrated mardi gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe (do french territories count? i've been to tahiti...)
(x) skipped school or a class (rotfl. you can rarely get me to go...)
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(x) had sex
(x) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(x) had a crush on one of your Livejournal friends
(x) Slapped someone you loved
(x) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(x) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(x) lost a child
(x) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(x) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(_) met Bill Gates
A is for age: eighteen
B is for boyfriend: not quite...
C is for career: student.
D is for dad's name: steve
E is for essential item to bring to a party: yourself!
F is for favorite song at the moment: seventy times seven by brand new
G is for good movie you recently saw: true romance again... i don't see it very often so it rocks harder each time...
H is for hometown: eau claire wisconsin/murfreesboro tennessee
I is for instruments you play: violin (i try), djembe
J is for jewel that you like: opal or amber
K is for kids: wish i could already be at that part of my life...
L is for living arrangements: alone
M is for mom's name: pam
N is for number of people you've hooked up with: 11 guys, but if you count the girls, then i don't know...
O is for overnight hospital stays: lost count
P is for phobia[s]: the dark.
Q is for quote you like: i realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone - brand new
R is for right, what's on your right?: a computer speaker, a scsi cable, and a data tape drive
S is for sexual position: from behind ;)
T is for time you wake up: whenever i feel like, GOSH!
U is for unique trait(s): when it's cold in bed, i wiggle around until it gets warmer..
V is for vegetable you love: okra
W is for worst habit: smoking. procrastination makes things stressful, but smoking is going to kill me...
X is for x-rays you've had: no fucking clue, lots.
Y is for yummy food you make: homemade fried chicken
Z is for zodiac sign: leo
soooooooooo sick!
someone kill me!
he who shall not be named called me yesterday. as soon as i answered, he started screaming at me. there's something about me that you have to understand in order to understand my reaction fully.
i'm really big on respect.
i can hate the shit out of you for who you are, and still get along with you and hang out with you so long as you are respectful of me.
i also place high importance on first-hand information.
if you hear something about me, or that i said something about you, etc... and you don't come and face me to ask me about it before getting all pissy and jumping to conclusions, then i'm just going to be less likely to talk to you.
anyone who knows me in any way knows those things about me.
so why the fuck would you call and start yelling at me as soon as i pick up?
i'm likely just to say 'fuck you, douche bag' and hang up.
and subsequently not answer your calls.
ever again.
but i did listen to his little 'pity me, because everyone's out to get me' tirade.
the conversation went something like this:
him: what the fuck is this i hear about you not wanting me around last night!? i thought you wanted to be friends! i was just trying to clear the air of all this drama!
me: it wasn't about you, (name), i was just wierded out by the situation.
him: why is it that i've done nothing to anyone, but in this past week everyone i know has fucked me over?! i'm over you! i was just trying to hang out with you and him! instead, mitch came and got stirling and left me here all alone!
me: no one's trying to hang a dark fucking cloud over your head! no one's out to get you! put yourself in my shoes! if i talked to you and told you that i was in love with you and we officially called it quits, and then called a few hours later to ask you and your girlfriend to come hang out and drink with me, you'd think that was wierd, wouldn't you?!
him: i'd think it was wierd, but it wouldn't bother me. and why aren't you guys talking to mark?! he's about to cry because you won't talk to him!
me: look, if you want to call me and be an immature douche bag and yell at me, then i'm just not going to answer your phone calls anymore. like i said, it wasn't about you, it was about the situation. i'm sick, and i have to get back to work. call me to hang out sometime if you want or whatever.
something like that. the actual conversation was a lot longer, but not due to omitted content. it went on for about fifteen minutes with him telling me over and over again that everyone is stabbing him in the back, and that he has no idea why he ever felt for me anymore, and me trying to convince him that i'm not trying to steal all of his friends away.
i don't even know why i bother.
i'm going to hang out with him, but if it's not drama-free, fuck it. i don't need any more bullshit in my life.
survey, stolen from for_get_my_name
(x) ever smoked marijuana
(x) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) crashed a friend's car
(x) stolen a car
(_) been to Japan
(x) played mailbox baseball
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) kicked someone's ass
(x) snuck out of your parent's house
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from your job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) celebrated mardi gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe (do french territories count? i've been to tahiti...)
(x) skipped school or a class (rotfl. you can rarely get me to go...)
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(x) had sex
(x) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(x) had a crush on one of your Livejournal friends
(x) Slapped someone you loved
(x) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(x) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(x) lost a child
(x) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(x) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(_) met Bill Gates
A is for age: eighteen
B is for boyfriend: not quite...
C is for career: student.
D is for dad's name: steve
E is for essential item to bring to a party: yourself!
F is for favorite song at the moment: seventy times seven by brand new
G is for good movie you recently saw: true romance again... i don't see it very often so it rocks harder each time...
H is for hometown: eau claire wisconsin/murfreesboro tennessee
I is for instruments you play: violin (i try), djembe
J is for jewel that you like: opal or amber
K is for kids: wish i could already be at that part of my life...
L is for living arrangements: alone
M is for mom's name: pam
N is for number of people you've hooked up with: 11 guys, but if you count the girls, then i don't know...
O is for overnight hospital stays: lost count
P is for phobia[s]: the dark.
Q is for quote you like: i realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone - brand new
R is for right, what's on your right?: a computer speaker, a scsi cable, and a data tape drive
S is for sexual position: from behind ;)
T is for time you wake up: whenever i feel like, GOSH!
U is for unique trait(s): when it's cold in bed, i wiggle around until it gets warmer..
V is for vegetable you love: okra
W is for worst habit: smoking. procrastination makes things stressful, but smoking is going to kill me...
X is for x-rays you've had: no fucking clue, lots.
Y is for yummy food you make: homemade fried chicken
Z is for zodiac sign: leo