Lonely
So today I came back to school after being at home for only one day. But it was really hard to come back. I had to leave my mom Saturday night which almost made me cry. Seriously we were backing out the driveway... she was standing there watching us leave and I had to hold back the tears. Then today I had to leave my Meana... my penguin for life and I had to hold the tears back AGAIN. Not two seconds after the jeep left I wanted to call and tell her to tun around and pick me back up and take me home. Now I am sitting here all alone in my room because my roommate took off to New Jersey until Wednesday. I hate this because it feels like my heart is broken in two. I wish I could just go home and stay there... forget college. It's so not fair that I have to spend 3 weeks without my meana. I want my penguin here now. :( I love you and miss you so much!