Jan 01, 2005 16:41
What have i been doing since 2 this afternoon? sitting around my house freaking out.
Why you ask?
Because my father is supposedly on his way here.
Did he call to say hey, im on my way?
Hell no! I called his house at about 10 this morning and there was no answer. I called twice more, still no answer. I called my sister to see if she knew anything.
Did she?
Nope, she was hung over from her night out. She didnt go home last night, so she was useless.
What time did i get a call?
Fucking after 3! My bitch of a step mother called me and said he left at 9. That means he should be here any minute now.
Has HE called me?
No. Plain and simple. No.
I have eaten almost nothing today, i have eaten about 10 pretzels and 2 cookies. Thats since i woke up at 7:30 this morning. I have also had a cup and a half of coffee which has done nothing but badness for this nervous feeling im getting. Im shivering and sweating and i think i might explode.
The damn church people across the street are killing me because they keep driving by and parking in front of my house, every time i look and think its dad.
Is it?
No.
Am i going to explode?
Theres a good chance.
Holy Crap.