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Click to viewSo this one of my goals for this year. I really want to do this badly. I don't know why I've waited so long. I always been fond of heights and dangerous sports...just the idea of my body free falling really sends my neurons sky-high. You know what they say...if you really want something badly you have to ride as close with death as you can...side by side....your chariot clashing against the Grim Reaper's chariot as you circle around the gladiator's arena. I'm going to start very slow by just doing regular skydiving and so forth. It's going to be a challenge trying to accomodate this kind of hobby between my hectic school load, not including that this is going to deplete all my spending money.Well, that is fine with me. I don't party nor go to clubs anymore so when I get this financial check next month, which should be a good chunk,I'm going to put it aside and try to buy the equipment needed for this kind of thing. Actually, skydiving for now is the most I can do here in South Florida since it's pure flat terrain, so the free style gliding is going have to wait. However, I'm planning on going to Chile by the end of the year (it's summertime over there during that time of the year) and I want to gain enough confidence and skills so I can actually jump of a cliff or some mountain top over there. I'm staying with one of my best friends over there and he has a house right by the Andes.I mean, it's the perfect place for that kind of tomfooleries.
Also, I met this new girl although I'm not sure if I want to pursue it. I don't know. For some reason I'm not in the mood to be chasing a girl and get involved in a relationship. The last relationship was kind of downer. After Zenia I have become very picky...and my nose has gotten more sensitive to girls' bullshits. I actually now pay more attention to the girls I get involve with. I'm more cautious and pay mor attention to the subtle things.Well, it's kind of been nice having all this time for myself and not having someone constantly over my shoulder.Although relationships shouldn't be a nuisance, the past girls I have dated became a major pain after a while.Whatever, I'm not really worried about. I feel more child-like when I'm by myself ,and to be honest, I'm kind of fond of this mellowness that has come over me as of late.
Anyway, enough about that crap.
Here is an awesome video by Jeb Corliss. Look at that motherfucker fly! Man, I have watched this video like 20 times already. Whenever I'm in a crappy mood or my headaches send my brain into a firecracker/twister, I watch this video and it levels me. I don't know. I wouldn't mind dying like that. At that speed I would go through the core of the Earth and into space like a goddamn comet.