Jan 03, 2009 18:46
So i'm sitting around in fremont with the old RP gang (Krista, Cal, Mike, Dan, Fan, David, Me), romping through a beta-test of Calvin's game system being a complete idiot when I figure this:
I should spend some time single, ya know? I've been single for six months in the last seven years- it probably has something to do with my incredibly horrible dating record. I don't think I appreciate women the right way, ya know? It's never really been hard for me to get anyone, for any purpose... I definatley need to spend some time alone. For a bit. Then we can think about the dating game again.
As for right now... well, I'm still in mourning, and I still completely believe that I'm worthless.
Funny thought- people are coming out of the fucking woodwork now with 'hey how ya doin' type messages. Funny, innit, that they never said shit before.
'Course, some of em I burned the bridges to eons ago. But yeah. Funny how people start turning up.