ooh life.. doo doo doo doo
..as we go on we'll remember, all the time we've spent together......and we will still be friends forever..
wow..i havent been on here for ages!!..so i was thinking of what i could update about..and came up with this..its seems so weird that this is the end of the biggest part of our lives so far..it is here that we finish our school lives forever..and it is here where we say our last goodbyes..goodbye to the only thing we've known for the past 13 years of our lives..crazy stuff.. goodbye to the comfort of our 'little boxes' and now we are heading out into the big 'real' world..in some ways ive been eargerly awaiting this moment for the major part of college..but now that its here..im not sure if im still wanting it to happen our if i dont...one thing i know..is that i dont think we'll be able to just forget everyone..i mean we've grown up together and all that..and forgetting everyone is like forgetting the time your puppy died on your 7th birthday!..like if you really wonna see ur old school friends all u gotta do is call em or wotever..its never gunna be goodbye forever..sure it may seem like it sumtimes..but if u want it too happen..then make it happen..
..its said that in peoples lives they have their ups and downs..i dont agree..its more like.. ups, downs, sideways left, sideways right, diagonal left high, diagonal right low..etc etc etc..
right now..i dunno what to feel..sad..excited..eager to get out..too afraid to let go..should i take that risk..or that risk..should i jump..or should i just lay down..should i stay or should i go..should i be happy or am i meant to be sad..should i be heaps happy for you..or should i not want u to go..but the thing is..i dont really feel depressed or confused..im sumwhere in the middle where i could easily land in the yard..or out on the foot path..like if i jumped i could as easily fly as i could fall..so im kinda content i guess..im not on top of my thoughts and that..but im not under them iether..
-i rekon its got sumthing to do with the fact that theres sooo many awesome things happening or gunna happen soon in my life..but then theres alot of things that are undecided..or things that i really wish would happen..but not sure if i have the courage to make them happen..so i guess the pros are evened out with the cons..kindof a strange feeling though..ive never felt it before..its always been totally happy..or really depressed..hmm i could probly go on for ever here so perhaps i'll leave it here..
..n..just remember i love ya's all soo much!..thanx making the past 13 years what they've been..all of you!..even if we never really talked much..or if we are best freinds..i wanna let you all know i really value you's sooo much..and will never forget any one of you!!..LOVE YA'S!!!