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First of all, I have to say that you are an amazing girl. You have this charisma that draws people (namely me) towards you. You also have this weird mysterious vibe that makes people wonder what's going on in your head.
I've never felt good enough to be your friend. I don't really feel comfortable around you. Not because you are mean or unwelcoming, but because I always feel like I should prove myself to you. Like I'm not worthy of being your friend since I don't listen to the right bands and because I'm not "scene" by ANY stretch of the imagination. I hate that feeling.
I also hate it when people (and sometimes you) say stuff about edgers/me being edge. I chose to be edge because it's what's right for me, MY personal morals and belief system. I don't care that YOU drink, or smoke or do anything like that, so why should you care that I DON'T?
I hate it that you are torn up alot about a certain guy and it sucks to watch/read you go through that. You deserve only the best, and if he is what you think is best, it is only fair that you two end up together.
I've always felt like I was a "man apart" from all of you "On Your Toes" girls. Every one of you in some way or another has made me feel uncomfortable and not part of your "group". I also feel a little betrayed because all of my "friends" sided with Autumn even after she said some horrible, ugly things to me. That's your choice, and I can't change that. It sucks, though.
I also think it sucks when I try to talk to you and you a.) don't listen to me or b.) go smoke or do something else that involves ignoring me. Funny as it sounds, Kim has feelings. Sometimes ignoring her hurts those aforementioned feelings. Same with you saying we should "hang out" and then making other plans with Alyssa, of all people.
It all sounds pretty trite, but you asked for it, I guess.
Kim
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about the making plans with alyssa, we've honestly never hung out.
and im sorry if you were offended by my dislike of edgers. i guess its a two way street if you know what i mean, like you dont like people who do drugs or whatever, and i do? damn that really made no sense.
im also sad that you feel like we betrayed you at class. Autumn has been an incredible teacher for me, but there are some things i do not like, some girls i really hate, and some things i want to change. i talk about you all the time in that class, ask ariella or kelsey. i always talk about how much i miss you!!!
AND HELLO?! YOU ARE TOTALLY ONE OF MY FRIENDS! YOU SHOULD NEVER EVER FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE TO PROVE YOURSELF TO ME! THATS NOT TRUE AT ALL.
everytime ive wanted to kick it with you, youve never had the car or something has come up.
look, i know i havent been there for you like i should have been, and im so sorry. i want to be your friend, i want an honest girlfriend to kick it with.
lets try this all again, shall we?
so sorry kim!
xxxo
noelle
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