Hmmm
Just a little earlier this evening I was at Flood. It's a prayer and worship gathering for God. It's so easy to be spirtual inside but once out the door it seems for the most part it begins to fade. I was sitting in there thinking. I made a promise to God a long time ago. I think I was around 15. I promised him I would serve him. I would do whatever he wanted with my life. Be a missionary .. whatever. I totally forgot about it until tonight. I haven't kept my promise. It's an amazing promise that I know I could keep only thru God's will and prayers. I know I'm not that strong but I could be. I just need to make an extra effort. I hope I start on that path. I want to say my mission starts here but I can't afford to break that promise. Yet I will try.