you can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold...
don't you know i wear my heart on my sleeve.
this inconsistent romance of notes, text mesg's, emails...
and of course the late night calls. when you have drunk up
enough courage to tell me what you feel.
I CAN NOT HANDLE THIS.
it's not fair. it's so unlike you.
you, with your wit, your charm, your easy going, impermeable cool.
and i don't know what to make of it. of us (there is no us).
but the way so say things...
you'vegotthisstrangeeffectonme.
waking to a mesg, letting me know im on your mind...
and all this fragile communication, weeks apart.
i can't figure you out. i never have.
the same way i want you and i dont.
i am attracted like a moth to the light.
but i know that if i get to close, hang around too long, it will burn.
even if we tick the same, we don't live the same.
i live in day my dear, and you at night.
as for the daybyday. . . take it with a grain of salt. the jolt in my heart when
i recieve hint of your affection is always welcome.
the tangles that ripple in my mind afterward....
not so hot.
but none the less, a day is better with them.
*as for realitly: nails done, 10am hair. 12pm makeup. 2pm dress. 4pm wedding bells.
my cousin and the ripe age of 23 is to be wed tomorow.
i am happy that she is happy, even though i can't understand why she is.
(he is nice, successful, good on paper/ but i always hoped for more...)
but as her cousin, sister, bridesmaid, friend... i will smile and celebrate...
even if it rains all night.
this inconsistent romance of notes, text mesg's, emails...
and of course the late night calls. when you have drunk up
enough courage to tell me what you feel.
I CAN NOT HANDLE THIS.
it's not fair. it's so unlike you.
you, with your wit, your charm, your easy going, impermeable cool.
and i don't know what to make of it. of us (there is no us).
but the way so say things...
you'vegotthisstrangeeffectonme.
waking to a mesg, letting me know im on your mind...
and all this fragile communication, weeks apart.
i can't figure you out. i never have.
the same way i want you and i dont.
i am attracted like a moth to the light.
but i know that if i get to close, hang around too long, it will burn.
even if we tick the same, we don't live the same.
i live in day my dear, and you at night.
as for the daybyday. . . take it with a grain of salt. the jolt in my heart when
i recieve hint of your affection is always welcome.
the tangles that ripple in my mind afterward....
not so hot.
but none the less, a day is better with them.
*as for realitly: nails done, 10am hair. 12pm makeup. 2pm dress. 4pm wedding bells.
my cousin and the ripe age of 23 is to be wed tomorow.
i am happy that she is happy, even though i can't understand why she is.
(he is nice, successful, good on paper/ but i always hoped for more...)
but as her cousin, sister, bridesmaid, friend... i will smile and celebrate...
even if it rains all night.