Dreams
So I have only had a dream like this one other time in my life. I think I posted about it also when I had it.
I had a vampire dream, where I was a vampire. I remember I was trying to get through what seemed like a fun house type of thing, but there was logic that had to be used and bad guys that had to be killed or changed into vamps to get past them. I bit someone to turn them into a vamp. I remember how it felt to actually bite into their skin... the pop of the skin as my teeth went through it. Then the blood gushing into my mouth, my thoat convulsing as I swallowed and I could (in detail) feel what the blood felt like going down my throat. It was such a strange feeling. It was like I NEEDED to do this. It's not that I fully enjoyed doing it just because
I could, but I needed to do it to survive.
At the end I was reminded of the matrix, because after I turned this one guy into a vamp (it reminded me of bloodrayn, the game, how I had to kill them, let go, then latch on again to change them). I was being chased by another really big guy who could easily smash me to pieces. Scary guy, but after he saw me turning this guy into a vamp, he turned to walk away from me like he gave up trying to get me. I realised he was a vamp also. For some reason, in the middle of feeling this other guys blood run down my throat, I stopped the big guy, and walked up to him and said something about 'because he deserved it', and I lightly kissed him. Not to kiss him really, but so he could taste the other guys blood. After that I knew he was on my side. It was like, an offering to him or something. The fact that I shared blood with him instead of being greedy with it.
Then (this is the matrix part) I had to go to 'the next level' or something to 'get the big bad boss'. To do this I had to take these certain pills or candies first. I found the bottle on a table and it said I had to take 3 of them and it would give me a stoned type feeling but it would enhance my powers enough to beat the boss. I ate 3, they seemed to be like peanut M&M's without the peanuts lol.
Then I woke up.
It was so freaking strange. It was so detailed. My dreams are usually not that intense and detailed when it comes to feeling things physically. Emotionally sure, but not like the detail of how the blood ran threw my outh and down my throat in this one.
After I woke up I ended up falling asleep again to have a bad dream that was emotionally detailed. I have been having those alot though. I think it is something to do with the pregnancy and how things were happeneing right before I got pregnant. I guess I have issues I need to try to work through a little better. Like trust? Alot of the dreams are about trusting someone close to me and then finding out it was all a lie and I souldn't have trusted them. I try to hurt them physically the way they hurt me emotionally, but i can't hit them as hard as I try to. it's like my hitting them is just a joke. Something holding me back kinda. They are strange dreams alos, but like I said, I havebeen getting kinda used to them.
I had a vampire dream, where I was a vampire. I remember I was trying to get through what seemed like a fun house type of thing, but there was logic that had to be used and bad guys that had to be killed or changed into vamps to get past them. I bit someone to turn them into a vamp. I remember how it felt to actually bite into their skin... the pop of the skin as my teeth went through it. Then the blood gushing into my mouth, my thoat convulsing as I swallowed and I could (in detail) feel what the blood felt like going down my throat. It was such a strange feeling. It was like I NEEDED to do this. It's not that I fully enjoyed doing it just because
I could, but I needed to do it to survive.
At the end I was reminded of the matrix, because after I turned this one guy into a vamp (it reminded me of bloodrayn, the game, how I had to kill them, let go, then latch on again to change them). I was being chased by another really big guy who could easily smash me to pieces. Scary guy, but after he saw me turning this guy into a vamp, he turned to walk away from me like he gave up trying to get me. I realised he was a vamp also. For some reason, in the middle of feeling this other guys blood run down my throat, I stopped the big guy, and walked up to him and said something about 'because he deserved it', and I lightly kissed him. Not to kiss him really, but so he could taste the other guys blood. After that I knew he was on my side. It was like, an offering to him or something. The fact that I shared blood with him instead of being greedy with it.
Then (this is the matrix part) I had to go to 'the next level' or something to 'get the big bad boss'. To do this I had to take these certain pills or candies first. I found the bottle on a table and it said I had to take 3 of them and it would give me a stoned type feeling but it would enhance my powers enough to beat the boss. I ate 3, they seemed to be like peanut M&M's without the peanuts lol.
Then I woke up.
It was so freaking strange. It was so detailed. My dreams are usually not that intense and detailed when it comes to feeling things physically. Emotionally sure, but not like the detail of how the blood ran threw my outh and down my throat in this one.
After I woke up I ended up falling asleep again to have a bad dream that was emotionally detailed. I have been having those alot though. I think it is something to do with the pregnancy and how things were happeneing right before I got pregnant. I guess I have issues I need to try to work through a little better. Like trust? Alot of the dreams are about trusting someone close to me and then finding out it was all a lie and I souldn't have trusted them. I try to hurt them physically the way they hurt me emotionally, but i can't hit them as hard as I try to. it's like my hitting them is just a joke. Something holding me back kinda. They are strange dreams alos, but like I said, I havebeen getting kinda used to them.