i just need to get this off my chest.....

May 27, 2006 13:52

im using lj cuz i didnt think this was appropriate for myspace......

yesterday one of my roomates was abducted from her home, and i can honestly say that i have never been more afraid in my life.....

i love her truly, and i dont know what i would have done if something had happened to her

luckily the police found her this morning, and she was unharmed.

she lives in huntington beach on the harbor....this rediculiously safe community....and she was just taken.

it sent horrid realizations through every part of me....and i couldnt stop thinking....what if shes hurt? what if shes scared?....shes all alone and i am powerless to help her
i prayed for the first time in over a decade.....and although i know that didnt ultimately help anything, at least there was the slim chance that she could hear me telling her to be strong, and feeling the love that i was sending her all night

i just dont get it

how can people be so disgusting????.....im so lost in this thought....obviously it was done for money, but what ever happened to getting a fucking job and working for what you get!?!?!?!

people in general have the ability to be so terrible, and do so many negative things.....and i just cant grasp why!

im sorry.....but i just needed to vent

love,
jessica
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