Honestly.... i do try
well today was kind of a good day. i was at crystal house and left before i could start doing house work and so her mom got pissed at me and stuff. I went to AR and was like 15 mins late and the building i wanted in was clased so tomarrow morning i get to go back....joy. but i also have to decide weather or not i should got o girls camp or not. i'm still waiting for gary to call. i'm gonna call him in the morning i call this after noon and he wasnt workin so ...... but matt answered the phone.. he's this really hot guy that works there....lol..... he has a gf though. its all good.tee hee.
i had this funky convo with this guy on line today. it was like this totally weird convo we said a lot but then there was jsut stuff that was just understood. then it turned to like religion and stuff which really made me think since he has been struggling with his beliefs and what not. he said i helped a lot and i'm not so sure if it was good for me to do that. when i said some of the thing i said i totaly believed it and all that now i am doubting it. i talked to about the same thing like a few months go i made him read something. totaly changed his out look. he is goign to send me some books tht he has read recently......i need to write more about this spritaul battle that is within me at the moment but i dont really feel like expressing it all now or really ever. but you all might get lucky.... i think i'll hit the hay and think things over.
i had this funky convo with this guy on line today. it was like this totally weird convo we said a lot but then there was jsut stuff that was just understood. then it turned to like religion and stuff which really made me think since he has been struggling with his beliefs and what not. he said i helped a lot and i'm not so sure if it was good for me to do that. when i said some of the thing i said i totaly believed it and all that now i am doubting it. i talked to about the same thing like a few months go i made him read something. totaly changed his out look. he is goign to send me some books tht he has read recently......i need to write more about this spritaul battle that is within me at the moment but i dont really feel like expressing it all now or really ever. but you all might get lucky.... i think i'll hit the hay and think things over.