Whew
The day is over and a new one will dawn too soon. I'm feeling a little irritated right now. Some what with myself than I'm not more diligent with the things that matter. And more so with the people around me who have it good but don't see what they really have. I have a friend whom I haven't spoken to in quite sometime (I've realized for good reason probably) and in that time had a baby. She hates the kid she thinks it's the stupidest thing she's ever done. She doesn't understand why people want to have kids or how people do it. She didn't think it would be as hard as it is. I'm like duh how could you not realize how hard it is. Its just really irritating that people can create a life and then decided its just not for them. LoL you idiot!! That's what they have birth control for many kinds something for everyone. Aside from that I'm just waiting for life to get back to normal. I don't have a job currently. I got fired on Monday. Its really not as bad as it sounds. I'm really not as depressed or worried as I thought I might be. I know things are going to work themselves out. But how and WHEN is what I'm really trippin' about. Ahhh so I have a decision also that I have to make...... If I'm going to move to Arizona. I have a year or a little more before I'll really need to make that decision but I still think about it often. Right now it feels like it would be the best thing and if not the best thing then something new fresh and really the person I'd be coming for well worth it in my opinion. I need to save quite a but however so that I can really do it when the time and opportunity comes available. But I think I'm going to end on that note. Later Days!