May 09, 2005 08:17
It’s really hard to say goodbye to him. The way everything was, was so great. He was perfect in so many ways. Plus, the fact that my friends are the only ones that actually care. There are things that I really need Anthony for… That I will need him for. But because of some reason, that I will not explain, he has left me high and dry. Boy, it sux to be fucked over by everyone. I miss Anthony and I love him so much. I told him on Thursday I was scared of losing him, and on Saturday, (Our 2 Month Anniversary) He breaks up with me. Here’s how it went down:
We missed school on Fri…. mom got pissed yelled at us, Anthony mowed the lawn and left.
Talked to him on Fri night, he seemed fine.
Came over sat afternoon… went and got his boat he bought to return it at Toys R Us and said:
Anthony- I’m tired of all this shit, and my name being brought up in everything. You won’t be seeing me around here anymore. (Puts shell necklace on my bed) That’s for you.
Me- Are you breaking up with me?
Anthony- Take it how you want to take it. I’ll be back later to get my stuff, Happy Anniversary.
That’s it.
Talked to him a bit today… He sounds happier…
As for me….
I’m Out…