Nov 08, 2004 13:48
Sorry its been forever....
What is new with me besides the fact that I hate making decisions that affect peoples' lives?? ahh nothing more important than that....
I miss Grams... I wish she could be here for Thanksgiving... I think life would be a lot better if she were here... she is like the best cook ever.. I learned from her, so I can cook pretty decently... Thanksgiving dinner is gonna be just me n steph cooking. I dont wanna cook it all.. well I do cuz I love to cook, but I wish Grams could help.. I love to rush thru things, which fucks everything up..
I have to choose between 3 boys... Dejan, Mike, and Jordyn.. Jordyn is gonna ask me out soooon.... Dejan and Mike are Bosnian.... I like them all.. I made out with Jordyn on Halloween, and he has a gf.. I felt so bad.. lol...Dejan and Mike are friends, so they might hate me if I choose one and not the other. Tney said that they wont, but c'mon, what do you expect from guys...??
Mommy is working n stuff.. she has been sick.. she has an infection that where our house could be killing her.... meaning bacteria and stuff... i told her that if she dies i will either kill her or myself.... i dont wanna die so she better not die....
Britt is never home ne more.... she is across the street all of the time.. and I am getting bored without her always home... They are supposidly in love with eachother.. but i dont know if that could be possible after only 2 months...
i hate it when people try to say that they loved someone ever since they met eatchother... like steph n jason.. steph wouldnt go out with jason cuz he was too short, and then they went to florida with dee n steph.. they came home, and steph still said she didnt wanna go out with him.. then they kissed or whatever, and now shes like, I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM WHILE WE WERE IN FLORIDA..i was like LIAR.. cuz i spent like a month trying to get them together....... fakers.. their together now.. who cares?
Im alone for the holidays.... and i wish i wasnt..... errrr
papa is leaving for thanksgiving.... he is going to arizona.. and i wish he were staying....
p.s.
My eyebrow hurts!!! waaaaaa :(
oh well.. i did the peircing.. i will live with the pain!!!
I'm Out