Oct 27, 2005 02:26
I'm so happy, I just got back from "the rooms" (the practice rooms) and I was there for like 3 and a half hours, and a practiced this morning. And I have a lesson that I am more then prepared for tomorow. Also I might get to take a lesson with ravi coltrane becuase him and the ralph ellessi quartet are in residnce here right now and are UNR's slaves. Thats generally what a week long residency is, slavery. Luckily for the sake of Politically correctness they are getting paid.
So yeah I'm memorizing standards and getting better at imrpov and I have real dedication this year. I don't mean to say that any of the things in my life previously kept me from music. Not at all. Instead it's my head.
Well i guess my neck truly. The Nerve damage keeps me up and I hate ambien so I don't take it. Meaning I'm up all night after a long and full day, so why not practice. It's beautiful. Life is great. This is how I'm sopposed to be. Accomplishing things and working for them. Maybe it's best I'm single but my heart doesn't tell me that. I mean that is my heart doesn't tell me it wanted what happened to happen, but I think I would always take the easier way out. But that's not my hearts decision. There are external factors that don't lie within me. And though it was no one but my owns fault I didn't practice 3 hours a day regularly (at least until juries ((finals))), it does make it easier.
even better then me doing well is seeing kristins pastries... no this is not innuendo, litterally the pictures she posted. So awesome. I'm glad to see that she is just as awesome as we all knew, and I'm really glad to see she is following her dream.
But back to pure and selfish motives I'm glad to see that I'm following my dream. Thats what this point in my life is about. damn straight. this is gonna be an excellent year. Yippee
So everyone, go, follow your dreams. It's a beautiful dream.
Put babies on spikes....
"I'm Crazy Eddie and I put babies on spikes, *thunk*"