SuMmErChAnGeStHiNgS
I Just Heard The Ice Cream Truck Go By... Summer Is Here!
So far, summer has been great. I just got back from my trip to Nashville with Kristin which was a blast. Kristin's wedding with Keith was postponed, oh well, but we did see Alan Jackson's wife pick their two daughters up at Subway. And we learned to line dance at the Wild Horse Saloon where we also watched a concert by Jason Jones and Kris got cheered up very quickly from a tap on the shoulder! We also got sun burned and I bought a butt load of clothes! Yay for spending money I don't have!!! What else have I done this summer so far? Well me and Gavin just did a bunch of random things (like vandalize a random liberal's car?) yea fun stuff. And it's also so much fun to watch movies in my basement with him...and my twerp of a little sister who suddenly wants to watch movies with us...nice. Well I definantly have not been getting to bed till like 1:30 or 2:00 every night/morning because there always seems to be people coming over and staying late, like Gavin staying till 1:30, but that was fine because I didn't have to go to work till noon the next day. But today I had to be in at 7:00 am and I work like 30 min from my house meaning I had to leave my house at 6:30 meaning I had to wake up at like 5:30...what a hoot. Well what made it even better was the last night a bunch of people randomly came over to watch Mean Girls (thank you Luke) and two of them didn't leave until 1:00, which was fun but I def payed for it this morning. So now I'm getting ready to go babysit, then I'm done at like 10:00 so I'll probably end up doing something late tonight again...gotta love summer and being 18 with no curfew...it rocks! Then tomorrow maybe I'll go to the beach if it's nice, I love the beach, then I need to go into school (and I thought I never would walk in that building again) and pick up my report card (gulp...it's not gonna be pretty) so that I can go to A Day and Noah's Ark on Monday, which I am so completly psyched about! Then I have to work all next week with the lovely hours of 7:00 am -1 :00, and that's downtown and I live out in the boonies...jealous? Well I also am kinda fighting with someone, and all I can say is that we only have a little more time together, why constantly do we have to fight, we never fought before, and I'm sure this is probably due to pms, but it's kind of driving me crazy, honestly to anyone who reads this, have I changed? My parents keep telling me I've changed, and I know I have but they say it negatively and now my best friend is telling me that I'm totally different and she doesn't even know me anymore. Honestly I feel the same, I'm just me and maybe the thing is for the first time in my life I'm actually semi-comfortable with that. Have I changed? Yes, I do talk more now and am much more outgoing than I was, is that a bad thing? And yes, I do like to be social and stay out late and have fun, but isn't that like normal, aren't I supposed to want to enjoy myself and hang out with my friends all the time because this is my last summer before college, but if my parents and my best friend, the people who know me best are telling me that they don't even know me anymore, what's happened? Please, if you read this tell me if I've changed for the worse, tell me if you see what I don't see.