Oct 23, 2005 23:24
okay so i had a complete meltdown tonight when brian left. i hate only seeing him for 2 out of 7 days. i hate sundays the most when i have to go to sleep in a cold lonely bed. ugh. i know i need to "get used to it" but i know i never will. it just makes me sad. i want to spend all of my time with him, and the army is interfering with that!