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so im sitting here, alone in my house. i stayed home from school today because i couldn't move my leg this morning, and it hurts bad. i wish we had insurance bc we cant get it checked out bc it's to expensive, so i just have to let "time" heal it. it sucks.
i've decided that im sick of everyone calling me dumb and stupid, bc i dont think i am. im not the smartest person in the world, but im not just an airhead. yes i have my moments, but doesnt everyone? no one takes the time to talk to me or get to know me and just automatically assumes that im a dumb blonde. well i think i have depth to me, even if no one else does. and looking back, every guy i've ever been with never really took the time to know me, just said "wow your hott" except for one. but he never said i looked good anytime haha.
_Lost_
Alone sits a girl who is shy and tall
She towers four inches beyond them all
With russet eyes and little mermaid lunchbox,
Eating lunch deaf to those who giggle and talk
The teacher sees, but he disregards
His own heart hardened by childhood scars
Miserable heartache becomes her shadow
Attached to her quintessence following wherever she may go
Time molds her mortal into a striking creature
Splendor becomes etched in her stunning features
Exchanging chocolate hair and russet eyes
For radiant pools of blue contacts and bleach blonde dye
A face made of porcelain its purity exceeds all
Addicted to envy, the supercilious society long to see her fall
Familiar waterfalls flow down her flawless cheeks, for she is still alone
Only for an empty kingdom she sits upon the throne
If only they took the time to grasp the searing pain she hides
Away from the raging war in her lyrical world she resides
Can you relate, dodging the fiery explosions in old, worn out shoes
Or perchance who I have been speaking of, is you
i've decided that im sick of everyone calling me dumb and stupid, bc i dont think i am. im not the smartest person in the world, but im not just an airhead. yes i have my moments, but doesnt everyone? no one takes the time to talk to me or get to know me and just automatically assumes that im a dumb blonde. well i think i have depth to me, even if no one else does. and looking back, every guy i've ever been with never really took the time to know me, just said "wow your hott" except for one. but he never said i looked good anytime haha.
_Lost_
Alone sits a girl who is shy and tall
She towers four inches beyond them all
With russet eyes and little mermaid lunchbox,
Eating lunch deaf to those who giggle and talk
The teacher sees, but he disregards
His own heart hardened by childhood scars
Miserable heartache becomes her shadow
Attached to her quintessence following wherever she may go
Time molds her mortal into a striking creature
Splendor becomes etched in her stunning features
Exchanging chocolate hair and russet eyes
For radiant pools of blue contacts and bleach blonde dye
A face made of porcelain its purity exceeds all
Addicted to envy, the supercilious society long to see her fall
Familiar waterfalls flow down her flawless cheeks, for she is still alone
Only for an empty kingdom she sits upon the throne
If only they took the time to grasp the searing pain she hides
Away from the raging war in her lyrical world she resides
Can you relate, dodging the fiery explosions in old, worn out shoes
Or perchance who I have been speaking of, is you