I cant sleep due to a stupid reasearch paper

[stargazzer18]

research paper suck ass...
Ill be pulling an all nighter tonight...
I think im ready to start the paper again
I took a 30 min break..
went outside had a smoke...
havent had one in a week or two
but i needed it.
it kinda woke me up
and I had a great convo with me best friend.

I had a great weekend....
lots of hard work but a great one...
i went up to my dads and chilled
worked on projects and bonded a lot with my dad...
I do know that I want to do something with my life
I realized that for shure now...
I know I want to go into the military.
I knew I did but I never really knew why
I also found out that I dont mind work
or dirt.

I like working no matter what it is.
When I start I become one with the project...
This weekend I thought about a lot of things...
I know I have to start out small and play everything by ear.
Each day is a new one and my thoughts from the other day are still
with me but I have to choose what is true to happen.
Work Work Work
is what life is...
No matter if you have what you need
you dont.
Life is work and when you work you can relax only when you relize that
the next day you have to work....
So in the end if you dont work in the end you can't relax....
I shall go back to the paper now