Sugar we're going down swinging
I have the strangest freaking dreams, I swear. Last night it was Harry Potter, Dinosaurs, and a Bake-Off. So, school is coming closer, and closer it's so amazing. I honestly never thought I would actually be going to college, and now I am. So many new things in life. this summer was tons of fun, but it's time to buckle down.
These past two weeks have been probably the most crappiest/emotional/confusing few days my life. My dog's dead, that was so painful handing him to some women to be killed. Once I got into the clinic I completly lost it, I was shaking I was so upset.My cousins had spent a week and a half visiting, and completly had me pissed off every minute. And all that has been the icing on my shitty cake. I'm trying real hard not to be bitter, and be optomistic but I know things just arn't in the cards for me. My family keeps on pressuring me to pack up boxes, and get everything together. Which subsequently is all I'm doing for the next week.
I've been feeling very off lately, and it's a really shitty feeling. I felt like this a little bit earlier in the year, and it was not a good time.In the positive though, I've been hanging out and meeting really amazing people, so that's cool. Hopefully tomarrow, I can see my buddy I havn't seen in wwwaaaaayyyy too long. I made pizza last night too, that was pretty awesome.