Everything that keeps me together is falling apart
I honestly don't know how to feel. I just want things like they use to be, everything was carefree. I think so damn much, and I HATE it. I analyze everything, and I sit up at night wondering what everyone ment by everything they said. I am really wishing, and hoping that I didn't fuck things up, like I usually do.
edit @ 12:08am, I'm trying so fucking hard not to stress myself out, but damn, wtf even happend? I want it so bad to work out. I don't know what I should do or say, I am so lost. It's so hard for me to feel like I can't change a situation, so helpless. What can I do to make it right? The more I think of it, the worst it plays out in my mind. fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Maybe it's just nothing, and I need to chill the fuck out.