Looking kind of anxious in your cross armed stance...
I shouldn't be so pessimistic.
Tragically, I think about things way too much, and it hurts to think about how transient life is. Just when I feel my heart teem with joy, I start to rationalize and sink back down. Nothing can feel this good without a catch. I am trying my hardest to just let things flow, but I can't shake the feeling that I am just a phase, readily disposable.