just a little venting

Dec 23, 2004 23:44

so the last few weeks have not been...lets say easy for me

i lost two roommates, alisa and rachel...leaving me with just jen

me and jen havent been getting along all that well, well not well at all since we have been living together. the next problem is the fact that we will probably get at least one if not two roommates and so i have to go back to school early. we dont technically start school again til wednesday the 5th, but i have to go back monday the 3rd just because if we are getting a roommate they are just moving in on tuesday the 4th without our knowledge so i am going to be at school cuz i am not about to let someone just move into my room without me being there...

i hope we dont get anyone thought that would be amazing...and i hope me and jen can make it through a semester without literally killing each other...

as i already mentioned i dont have any of the roommates for next year that i thought i did, but good news i think i am going to live with lisa and her friend becky which would be amazing...so cross your fingers for me

i got my grades in and i just barely got my 3.5 for my scholarship i ended up with a 3.52 cummulative from last year...and i got a 3.55 for just this semster with the following grades

CAD- A( 102%)
Computers- A
Construction-A
history- B+
studio- B

weird all my classes that start with a c i got an A in...

my program is going down the tubes and in two weeks i am starting what i was told will be the hardest semsester...great...the hardest semseter with 4 or 5 teachers because we lost 6 this past semester...

fuck you louise...you are letting our program go down the tubes and you arent doing anything to fix it...if you are doing something it obviously isnt working...

grr...

i havent done a whole lot over break...just layed around...ran errands for the past two days... my aunt and uncle were suppose to come in from alabama today but because of the crazy snow last night they couldnt get a flight...so they arent coming...tomorrow is christmas eve here..then christmas day should prove to be interesting...we really dont have anything to do...

we need to find soething to do for new years...i need to get drunk, have a great time, and be with good friends...

i had a very interesting conversation with greg about two weeks ago...he actually called which he got major points for...i talked with him for about a half hour and during our conversation i just remember the first few months that i was hanging out with him and the other guys and how great he was and how great i thought he was...he thinks that him going to arkansas was good for him because he now knows how much his friends mean to him...which is really good...

i always did say that i wanted greg to be the great guy i remember and i always said that i thought me and greg would be pretty good friends and now with his move to rochester i have a feeling that we might actually become good friends...

by coming home for break i realized that i only have 3 friends other than rachel, tom, nate and jake here at home...i hung out with donna one night...and saw miranda the other day...but i am use to being in ypsi where i can hang out with numerous people whenever i want and basically never be bored, while here at home though i am bored all the time....

i dunno its been a rough few weeks...i have decided that i am very lonely...my becca b is leaving me...i just want to curl up in a ball and sleep for days and days and days...

lalalalala
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