look, how lovely
new journal courtesy of barachan! i love it. lovelovelove it. she even managed to take a less than stellar pic of me and make it look... well... much better!
^_^ hooray
edit: had another one of those really weird vivid dreams... somebody once told me it's good to write down your dreams for posterity, so here we go, well, what i can remember of it.
it starts out with me and stephanie. and i guess stephanie is trying to jump off the golden gate bridge, or what looks like it. we make a few small jumps together.... but then she jumps off the centre... and she dies. i end up on this sandy enbankment looking at blood all over the place, with a house behind me, and freaking out... and then im at this flea market type thing where everybody's made merchandise with her all over it... and im upset at the marketing that ensues after she dies... and then she changes to some guy... but i know the guy... but its the guy who has died now... weird. and at this flea market thing i see some gross middle aged fat guy with a beard hide cocaine in the cdtray of a computer someplace. and im like gross... and then i have this agent lady, i guess suddenly im rich or something? and she takes me away so im not upset... and sees my engagement ring and is going to whisk me off to tiffanys for matching earrings or something, a "small gift"... and we end up at this restaurant place where its a kind of family function and i get seated at the kiddie table, where i act snobby and say im not inclined to speak to anybody under eighteen years of age (wtf?!)... and then we eat some sort of roasted chicken... and then somebody puts a hamburger platter down and im trying to divide it four ways...
and i wake up, and as usual, go "what the fuck was that?!"
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^_^ hooray
edit: had another one of those really weird vivid dreams... somebody once told me it's good to write down your dreams for posterity, so here we go, well, what i can remember of it.
it starts out with me and stephanie. and i guess stephanie is trying to jump off the golden gate bridge, or what looks like it. we make a few small jumps together.... but then she jumps off the centre... and she dies. i end up on this sandy enbankment looking at blood all over the place, with a house behind me, and freaking out... and then im at this flea market type thing where everybody's made merchandise with her all over it... and im upset at the marketing that ensues after she dies... and then she changes to some guy... but i know the guy... but its the guy who has died now... weird. and at this flea market thing i see some gross middle aged fat guy with a beard hide cocaine in the cdtray of a computer someplace. and im like gross... and then i have this agent lady, i guess suddenly im rich or something? and she takes me away so im not upset... and sees my engagement ring and is going to whisk me off to tiffanys for matching earrings or something, a "small gift"... and we end up at this restaurant place where its a kind of family function and i get seated at the kiddie table, where i act snobby and say im not inclined to speak to anybody under eighteen years of age (wtf?!)... and then we eat some sort of roasted chicken... and then somebody puts a hamburger platter down and im trying to divide it four ways...
and i wake up, and as usual, go "what the fuck was that?!"
>.>