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[stargazer_baby]

i feel like i'm in between
being a grown up
and a child
because i don't have a career
but i don't have school
i'm just sortive out here
waiting for someone to call me
to tell me i'm what they always wanted in an
employee
but so far that hasn't happened
i get worried about my unemployment
because it is coming sooner then i would like
i look at kids and i'm happy
i'm no longer there
but i'm not really happy where i am now
i know that i need to have patience
that something will come up
but i don't want to go back to brewing coffee
to making lattes

i had a wonderful dream last night
that i was visiting Versailles
i woke up happy and relieved