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[stargazer_baby]

i stay home
because i don't have hours at work
i clean the house
i find broken glass
broken beer bottles
broken dreams
i throw away unused items without asking
because i know they won't be missed
i plan on going shopping for food
to make us supper
we play house at our separate apartments
and i realize how uncertain i am
about a future that i'm trying to build
part of me just wants a good job
a good steady pay check
so i can buy things
so i can have nice things
but the other part of me wants to keep going
until i reach a goal which lately seems
incredibly unreachable
and undesired
its going to rain
and i have known all day
yet i cleaned instead of venturing out to a world
that within these four walls seems unmeasurable and scary
i downloaded music today
from feist to johnny cash to oar
its a rather interesting range of taste