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[stargazer_baby]

derrick and i made up life lessons
my is how to have a meaningful relationship without the sex
and you know what
i never thought i would say this
but i like it
i like that i'm trying to make something
that isn't all about the physical
that we won't turn to fucking because we have nothing to say
or because we can't work out our problems
because orgasims don't do that

i'm nervous
i have my doctor's app't tomorrow
the down time will give me a chance to study
i suppose there is a reason for everything
and i guess there is a reason for this
i just have to find it
i just have to become aware of it