definition

[stargazer_baby]

karma
i believe in karma
so what is my karma
perhaps it is telling me
that i fucked over to many people
that i was mean
that perhaps i broke all the rules
one too many time
perhaps my luck just ran out
and i just have to rebuild
i just have to trust people
that people are good
that they can accept what i have to tell them
i have learned though/ am learning
so perhaps that is what this is all about
i guess what i'm trying to say
is that i'm sorry
that i want forgiveness
that i want good karma
that i want to be able to put it all behind me
i guess forgiveing myself is a good step
forward...
i want the future to define me
i want my past to be what has brough me to this place
but i no longer want it to define me