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[stargazer_baby]

today for the second time
i pretended that my ipod
was the most interesting thing in the world
today i got asked out on a second date
today i worried about another broken heart
about whether or not i'm ready to let it all out there again
i worried about not being me anymore
about losing my ambition my desires
i worried about this all before i had a second date
i worry because i can't let it happen
school has to come first
my life my friends my job they all have to come first
i don't know
and i keep asking myself the question of
whether or not i want to hold someone's hand
and even if it is only the second date its something i have to think about
i have to figure out
i don't want someone else to be my everything
i want to be my everything...

i have yet to start writting my directive study
it seems that 5 shifts in 6 days is perfectly accetable for a full time student
mmmm...k....no

i think i'm just over annalysing
but it is nice that he came to see me at work...
must not be girly...hehehe