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[stargazer_baby]

i hate that i don't say what i really feel
that lies spill out of my mouth instead of the truth
that i can't help myself
because i'm so cared of rejection
and i would love to take back those few words
eventhough i know i can't
that they are out there for good

i miss my family
the snow falls
and i want to be home
i get stressed
and i want to be home
its cold
and i want someone to lie next to me in my bed

somedays i feel like its all right there
that i just have to reach out and grab it
and it will be mine
and then other days
i'm just so far away from it
i don't even know what it is...