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i wrote this on August 20th in my offline journal
and it makes sense right now
"i am scared that i will amount to nothing that my life will be a waste
a fast pace waste of different men, cold expensive coffee and the feeling of relentlessness"
and
"i would be lost without my dream of going to get my masters"
i wake up in the middle of the night
full of sweat because i just had a nightmare
about not passing in my paper properly
i want to get up and right an email
but i calm myself down
i have another dream that i got a C on the paper i just passed in
i worry constantly about the qaulity of my work
because this dream is so important to me
i have been seaching for passion for my whole life
and i found it and i don't want to lose it
and it makes sense right now
"i am scared that i will amount to nothing that my life will be a waste
a fast pace waste of different men, cold expensive coffee and the feeling of relentlessness"
and
"i would be lost without my dream of going to get my masters"
i wake up in the middle of the night
full of sweat because i just had a nightmare
about not passing in my paper properly
i want to get up and right an email
but i calm myself down
i have another dream that i got a C on the paper i just passed in
i worry constantly about the qaulity of my work
because this dream is so important to me
i have been seaching for passion for my whole life
and i found it and i don't want to lose it